Not So Random thoughts

Hey lovies,

Good morning and how is the #145 treating everyone in Nigeria and for my bros and sis (African or otherwise) in the Amerikah (and, all the other places we don’t hear about), my heart goes out to everyone, following the recent unjustified, pointless killings. May God give us strength and peace.

I am having one of those months , where you just feel like something big is about to happen but your not sure if it’s positive or negative. My problems suddenly seem small compared to what’s happening around the world but it doesn’t make it any less important, if you get my point. If you don’t, that’s ok. Blame it on the #145 or somethingelse. So, the last couple days I’ve felt like I especially need God’s help more because I feel like I am about to breakdown or maybe, explode. Like I need something life changing to happen.

“Help by Erica Campbell ft Lecrae”, “Here I am” and “Take me to the King by Tamela Mann”, have been steady on my Repeat playlist the last couple days. It’s helping me move pass the sour and really bad moments and I really feel like I need a miracle. Big , small? I ain’t picky because I am a “beggar with no choices. Just 1 option” and, life is too fucked up for you not to turn to the one and only Supreme being (God), who can hook you up on a steady without asking for anything but Love and Respect, in return.

It’s just another day, another Thursday and the weekend is coming soon but just like the days of the week are a constant so, is God’s Love, be you a sinner or a saint. No matter Who, What, When and Where ( The 4Ws), it’s a constant. Just turn to Him. I learnt from my mum quite early ( especially, as a woman) having a closer relationship with God is just about all you need and I am still learning, still growing, still fumbling, falling and backsliding but the one thing I am not is “Giving up”. I refuse to “Not try” or “Not believe” or Not be true to His words. Slow and Steady, they say. That’s how I have always lived my life. Slow and Steady but it doesn’t mean I don’t “Slay or Conquer” through Christ (Who strengthens me).

When it seems like, you can’t fight any more or you don’t see any more reason to, STOP and think, God didn’t have to send his beloved Son to die for you but He did. How many parents would? Lol. So, DON’T! Don’t walk away, Give up, or Drop the Mic until you have Slayed and Conquered. #StayKinging(with God)!

XOXO…